In Your Eyes -11- A Private Matter - lemon

You looked over your living room, it was a bit of a mess. You had to straighten up at least a little bit. After picking up a few things you took up the gifts you had received and headed to your room. You slid the book in between your other cook books and then set the picture with the other two.

You sat down and smiled, "Hey mom ... see my new ... team? I was really unsure when I first came here, but they've all been great. I know you'd like them. I really missed you today," you paused, "and I'm sorry. I should've been there to protect you, I hope you can forgive me."

You let out a deep sigh as you fell back on the bed. You climbed under the sheets taking time to only squirm out of your pants. You had let yourself get pretty buzzed and your plan was to sleep in a little while tomorrow, no alarm clock for once.

Sure enough you got a couple extra hours of sleep and it felt great. You made your way to the bathroom and took a hot shower. After about an hour you stepped out, steam pouring out of the small room.

"Ah, that was great," you sighed.

You loved it when you could take long showers. You tossed the towel aside and changed into a pair of loose black pants and a grey top. You were going to be cleaning for a while and decided it was a good outfit for it.

You groaned as you walked into the front of your apartment, you really had forgotten all the trash that had accumulated.

"Well, gotta start somewhere," you said as you began picking up dishes. You had gotten the stack of plates in the sink when there was a knock on your door. You glanced up at the clock, it was already past noon.

You greeted Kakashi with a warm smile, "Hey."

"You're not hung over this morning?" he asked in disbelief.

"No, should I be?"

"I guess not," he chuckled, "I already got chewed out by Kurenai. She said to never let her drink that much again."

He then turned his attention to all the clutter, "Wow, well I guess we did get a little carried away."

"A little? Kurenai went crazy. She skipped the wild phase didn't she?"

"Most likely. So, lets get to it shall we?"

It took a good solid hour or two but your apartment was back to a spotless clean. Kakashi was relaxing on the couch, reading of course, while you finished drying the dishes off.

"Hey, would you like some tea?" you called out as you set a plate down and picked up another.

"Sure, thank you."

You put a pot of tea on and fixed up a quick lunch of noodles, shrimp, and vegetables. You were hungry and figured he might be too. You poured two cups of tea and then brought the food over to the table.

"Are you hungry?"

"Yeah, you must be psychic or something," he replied, nose still deep in the book.

"Well, get your butt over here then."

He brought his book down and looked towards you, a bit surprised. You just grinned at him and sat down at the table. He joined you and you gave him a small smile as you took a bite. Kakashi's eye lingered on you for a moment before he started to eat. He finished in record time and you couldn't help but still be amused by the way he ate. He brought back out his book and sat back in his chair, drinking his tea and continuing to read. Soon, you were finished and you poked him to get his attention. He followed you back over to the couch. You curled up and sipped your drink.

"Kakashi, thank you again for everything. It really meant a lot to me."

"You're welcome."

You let your index finger run over the necklace he had given you, "And this, I don't think you let me thank you for it."

"It's nothin really. I just saw it one day and thought how good you would look wearing it," he paused and looked you over for a moment, "I was right."

You sucked in on your bottom lip. You set your cup down and stood up, grabbing his hand, "Come with me, I want to show you something."

He stared up at you and tilted his head in thought before standing up. You led him to your room and shut the door behind you.

"So, what is it?"

"Look at the second shelf with the pictures," you were nervous but decided to go for it anyway.

"So, what were you wanting me to see?" his question became a mumble as he turned around, but then again you were standing there topless. You walked over to him and grabbed onto his jacket, the blush creeping over your face.

"Um ... Kanade?"

Your eyes traveled up to meet his, "You're not going to turn me down are you? I said I was ready, remember?"

"Oh I remember alright."

Suddenly embarrassment took over you and and you turned away covering yourself with your arms. You picked your shirt up off of the ground, "I'm sorry."
"For what? You didn't do anything."

"I just threw myself at you! Ugh, I'm so stupid, what was I thinking?" you sat on the bed and hung your head.

The bed sunk in to your left and Kakashi wrapped an arm around you, "Hey," he slid two fingers under your chin and lifted your face so he could see you, "It's okay."

"But ..."

"It's okay."

"But I .."

"It's okay Kanade."

You opened your mouth to say something but he cut you off, "Just shut up," he leaned in as he brought down his mask, kissing your lips gently.

You let your shirt fall back to the floor and wrapped your arms around him. His tongue slid between your parted lips and you welcomed it with your own. You unzipped his jacket and pulled it off, doing your best to not break the kiss. But he pulled away as he sat back and peeled his shirt off. You were almost in awe at how toned he was, but you were expecting it. You traced a scar that ran across the left side of his chest. He grabbed onto your hand and pulled you against him. he kissed you again, slowly lowering your bodies to the mattress. His lips traveled down your neck, the center of your chest and your stomach.


This time, you didn't tense up when he unbuttoned your pants. The sound of the zipper being lowered was faint, but enough to give you chills in anticipation. He pulled the pants from your waist and let them fall to the floor. Kakashi ran his hands down your thighs with a light squeeze. His breath on the outside of your right thigh tickled your skin and you smiled as he kissed you there. He continued trailing kisses down your leg and then peered up at you before going to your left kissing at your ankle. He made his way back up but this time on the inside of your leg. He brought himself towards your lips again. He took a break to remove his hitai-ate, leaving his eye closed.

You wrapped your arms around him, letting them rest on his shoulders.

He nibbled at your ear, "Besides my books and my walks, this is one of the few things I take my time with."

Your eyes widened and a lovely shade of pink filled your cheeks. He gently sucked on your neck as one of his hands tended to your breast. This was a completely different form of excitement, no one had ever touched you this way. He made a return trip down to your stomach and your waist, his lips, tongue and fingers teasing you along the elastic band of your panties. He tugged down on them and you lifted your hips so he could remove them.

This time he kissed you roughly, eagerly letting his tongue dance with yours. His right hand rubbed the inside of your thigh and you inhaled deeply as he ran his thumb over your clit. he tried breaking the kiss but you kept holding him close, so he decided not to fight it. Your body felt hot, you thought you must be blushing all over.

But you were jolted from your thoughts as you felt his hand between your legs again and one of his fingers slowly dip inside you. You couldn't help but gasp, but he quickly seduced you back into relaxation, kissing you tenderly on your neck. He added another finger, letting them slowly rock in and out. You bit down on your lip and grabbed at the back of his head. This felt amazing and he was being so gentle with you. He brought his wet fingers out and rubbed one around your clit. A small squeak escaped your mouth and then you sighed as pleasure swept over you.

He tore himself away from you so he could remove his pants. He pushed your legs up, bending them at the knee and he settled between them, positioning himself to enter.

He looked you in the eye and studied your face carefully, "Kanade, I need you to do something for me."

"What is it?"

"This is going to be painful at first, but besides that, I don't want to hurt you. Will you ... let me know if I do?"

"Okay," you replied softly with a nod.

He lowered himself to be close to you as he slowly began to push inside. It did hurt, you tightly shut your eyes and clenched at the blankets. You grunted as he pushed in a little more. You clenched your jaw to hold in a cry. Once he was fully inside, he rested for a moment to let you get adjusted to him.

He looked down at you, your face in a small twist of pain, "Kanade?"

You opened your eyes, a tear escaped and slid out from the bottom corner of your eye. He wiped it away with his thumb, "If it's too painful we can stop."

"No, I'm okay," you lifted your head and he met you for a kiss.

He slowly and steadily began to rock his hips. Every push inside hurt, you closed your eyes again and willed the pain away, letting out small groans and cries until it finally subsided.

He repositioned you, wrapping your legs around his waist. You moaned with the first thrust.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah."

He tried a little harder and gauged your reaction. You gasped and clung onto him tightly.

"Did I hurt you?" he seemed worried.

"No, it's fine, keep going."

Steady breathing turned to panting and cries of pleasure erupted from both of you, well mostly from you. Your body was slick with sweat, yours and his. Instinct controlled your movements, your vocal outbursts. You grabbed at his thick hair at the back of his head and moaned as he thrust into you. A strange, warm, almost tingling sensation began to build. As he continued to drive himself deep inside, the feeling began to intensify causing your body to lightly tremble. But it was enough for Kakashi to notice.

He sped up his pace which made the feeling grow and grow and your trembling became shaking. You clung onto him desperately, your nails slightly digging into his back. your toes curled and uncurled, it all felt like it was too much. Just when you thought you couldn't take anymore, you climaxed, your back arching as a wave of euphoria washed over you. Kakashi let out a small cry with a final thrust and let himself rest on top of you.

Your breaths came out in hot puffs and you could feel his heart pounding mercilessly. You inhaled sharply as he withdrew and then moved to your side, laying back.


He pulled you towards him, letting you lie on his chest.

"Are you okay?"

You were still trying to catch your breath but you replied anyway, "I'm ... wonderful."

"I didn't hurt you?"

"No."

"Good."

He lightly rubbed your back and suddenly you understood why in the movies and stories the couple usually fell asleep after making love. Your eyes felt heavy as you kissed his chest.

You made yourself push away from him, "You're going to make me fall asleep."

His eyes were closed but he replied with a small grin, "A nap never hurt anyone."

Apparently he was feeling it too. You smiled and cuddled up with him and as soon as you were comfortable you fell asleep.


-Kakashi POV-

I woke up about half an hour later, Kanade was still against me sleeping. For the first time in a long time, I felt torn. All of this was supposed to help Kanade, but I knew it was just going to hurt her. I was advised not to get close to her, but I couldn't help it. She just seemed right to me. I'm not the type to go looking for a woman so maybe it was some sort of destiny or fate that we came to know each other.

She began to stir but to my surprise she stayed asleep. A bit of hair fell into her face and I gently pushed it aside. She looked so peaceful and happy and I felt horrible. She had trusted me with so much and she chose to give me something she saved for 18 years. I can't do this to her, I won't. I was going to tell the Hokage I changed my mind. We can find another method that would be just as effective.

I turned to look at her, being careful not to wake her. I caressed her face, "I won't let them do it."

I rested back and stared at the ceiling. It was strange, everyone I've ever cared about is dead and now to have her here with me like this ... Is it possible that I was feeling more for her?

"Kakashi?"

I turned my attention to her, she was looking up at me with a sleepy smile, "Did I wake you?"

"No," her reply came lightly.

"Kanade, there's something I have to go do."

"Oh," she sat up covering herself with the sheets, "okay then."

"Listen, it'll only take a little while. I'll come back as soon as I'm done, I can take you to dinner."

She gave me a half smile, "Okay."

I gave her a kiss on the forehead before getting out of bed to gather my clothes. I could feel her eyes on me as I dressed. I leaned down and kissed those soft lips of hers, "I'll be back soon I promise."

She nodded and I put my mask in place before leaving.



-*-


This was the right decision. I couldn't let this happen, not just because I was worried she'd hate me afterwards, but it just didn't feel right. I had to wait to see the Hokage so I just went over what I was going to say. Soon enough, I was in his office.

"Kakashi, this is a surprise."

"I need to speak with you."

"About Kanade yes?" he asked packing his pipe, he didn't even look at me.

"Yes."

"What is it?"

I took a breath, "I've been thinking and I have changed my mind. This method of testing her, I don't think it's wise. It's too cruel and she doesn't need it, we can find another way. We can't do this to her, I don't want to do it anymore."

He was quiet for a moment, smoking on his pipe. But then he looked at me, setting his smoke down, "I'm afraid that's not possible."

Kakashi lemon for Black-Wings-On-My-Heart

He hadn't known her very long, they met only a couple hours ago up at the bar. They had both ordered the same thing, a shot of tequila and a Jack and Coke. He was dressed in black pants, with a white and black pin striped shirt and a black jacket. His hair appeared to be a light ash grey color which almost seemed to change with the lights in the club. She was in a grey plaid skirt and a black tank, with a matching plaid mini jacket. Her hair was long, layered, falling to the middle of her back. He introduced himself as Kakashi. She was Micki.


-Micki POV-


And now he was on the dance floor with you, your bodies pressed together moving in synch with the music. You turned away from him grinding into his crotch. You leaned your head back against him, he was quite a bit taller than you, his hands slid down your sides, to your thighs and back up resting on your waist.
Kakashi leaned down to your ear, his breath teasing your senses, he then pulled you against him tightly and rubbed against you. If you didn't feel his erection before, you did now.
With your head still leaned back against him you put a hand behind his head, pulling him down towards you and attacked his lips with your own. You lightly bit down on his lower lip before pulling away.
You smiled at him seductively, "Your place or mine?"
"Mine's close by, we can walk."
"I have my car."
You shared a pensive look before he leaned in and kissed you, "Get your car."
You walked outside together, making your way to your car pausing to kiss or grope each other. You disarmed the alarm on it before he pushed you against the driver side door, taking your lips with his. He kissed you roughly, fondling your breasts. With a moan you pushed him away.
"Get in or we'll never make it."
He grinned playfully at you before walking around to the other side and getting in. He gave you the short directions to his place. He really did live close by, it only took you a few minutes to get there. He took you by the hand and led you to his door. You leaned against it, almost blocking him from unlocking it and grabbed hold of his jacket pulling him in for another kiss. He fumbled around trying to find the right key on the chain and pulled away frustrated. You decided to tease him, kissing and sucking on his neck. Your hands traveled down and firmly grabbed his butt, making him lightly jump as he finally got the door unlocked.
He met your lips with his own, walking you inside and kicking the door shut behind him. The kisses were hot, lusty. You pulled yourself free from the jacket and then hastily removed his as well. You slid your hands under his shirt, your soft fingertips inching up his chest. You started to lift his shirt, he met you and finished removing it himself. You peeled off the tank top and unclasped your bra, letting it fall to the floor. You stared at each other for a moment, taking in the other's bared chest, then you rushed in to each other kissing fiercely.
His hands flowed down to your thighs and he picked you up, you wrapped your legs around him. He kicked off his shoes and walked over to the bed, never once taking his mouth away from yours.
Once he had you on the bed he pulled away, kissing down your neck and chest hungrily taking a nipple into his mouth. He sucked and teased it, flicking his hot tongue over it. His hand traveled down your stomach to your thigh and back up the inside, slipping his hand inside your panties. He softly rubbed against your clit with his thumb and then stuck a finger inside waiting only a moment to add another, keeping his hand angled so he could still tease your clit with his thumb.
You moaned leaning your head back. He abandoned your breast and went back up, crashing his lips heavily on yours. He removed his fingers and you grunted in protest but then he pulled away from the kiss, his eyes holding a sparkle of mischief. He grabbed your panties and guided them down your legs and off, now leaving you in just your skirt. He took hold of your hand and pulled you up as he laid down.
"Come here."
You eyed him curiously as you crawled up beside him and then sat up on your knees. He grabbed onto your right leg and moved it over him so you were straddling over his chest.
He put his hands behind you, "I don't think you understand, I want you here," he said tugging you further up.
Your eyes slightly widened but you complied and moved. He locked his arms around your thighs and you gasped as his tongue ran over your clit. He was just teasing you at first, using small licks and movements. You couldn't help but squirm at the torture, not being able to get away since he had a nice hold on you. He let out a small laugh before getting serious. You moaned out as he used more pressure and long, drawn out swirling motions. You put a hand on the wall and closed your eyes taking in the amazing feeling. He was really talented with that tongue of his, making you gasp and moan with each new movement.
He could feel the muscles in your legs twitch and he slowly pulled away, looking up at you. You dropped your head back down and stared at him, biting on your lower lip. He released his hold on you and you moved off. You had never wanted anyone so badly before. You couldn't figure out what it was about this situation but you had to have him. You undid his belt and pants and he smiled as he lifted his hips to let you pull them off. You tossed them aside and you were kissing at his hip bone before you even heard the pants hit the floor. You gave him a teasing bite and snaked your way up his chest, kissing and licking up his skin. You kissed and sucked on his neck roughly, he let out a small cry in surprise making you smirk against him. You let your hand go back down, your nails grazing over him as you did. Your hand stopped just above his boxers, your fingers dancing just on the inside of the elastic band.
He quickly sat up, gaining control once again, pushing you back onto the bed. He leaned over, supporting himself on his hands kissing you greedily down to your shoulders. He rolled you over onto your stomach and he kissed down your back and up again. You lifted your head up as he kissed at your jaw line and then nibbled on your ear.
"You're going to love this," he said lowly.
Before you could even turn your head to give him a questioning look he was already up with his boxers off. He wrapped an arm around your stomach and pulled you up so that you were on your hands and knees. He moved your skirt out of the way and slowly entered into your warmth from behind, you slowly drew in a breath as he pushed inside and groaned it out as he completely filled you. He started moving slowly but it didn't take long for him to gain some speed, you clutched onto the pillow in front of you as he thrust deeply inside.
You jerked your head back with the next thrust letting his name slip loudly from your mouth. He leaned forward taking one breast into his hand caressing it. His other hand went between your legs, letting his fingers circle around your clit. Your mouth dropped open as he did this, the feeling overwhelming you. You bit down on your lip trying to keep the cry you could feel coming at bay.
"Oh Micki," he let your name out in a sigh-like fashion.
His hands had stopped their previous jobs but he was now holding onto your waist tightly, grunting as he continued rocking his hips. He pulled out and turned you so you were now looking up at him. He leaned in, cupping your face and kissed you deeply. He picked you up and moved across the bed towards the wall it sat against. He held you up by your thighs.
Your face was flushed, and you put a hand up, "Wait a second."
You unbuttoned the side of your skirt and let it fall behind you, it slipped down under his bed. Your back softly hit the wall and he was on his knees as he positioned himself again to enter and he started to softly move inside you again, using the wall to help hold you up. His slow motions were hastened and he felt absolutely incredible going in and out of you. You buried your hands into his hair tugging it just slightly. He leaned into you, kissing and nibbling on your skin, the sweat not bothering him in the least
.You began to pant as you could feel that sensation beginning to swell, you slowly closed your eyes taking in everything at that moment, even the texture of the wall on your back. You cried out as you felt a small wave flow over you.
"Ah, Kakashi, don't stop."
He moaned against your neck and gave you a hard thrust earning a sort of squeak from you. He lightly chuckled and slacked off on his speed, using gentle movements.
You widened your eyes, "No, please ... please Kakashi."
"Hmm ..." he moaned against your ear and sucked on the bottom of your lobe.
Your breaths came out unsteady, "Come on, you've got to be close too," you tried to make your voice sound sensual, but it came out in more of a begging, negotiating sound.
He lunged himself deep inside making you almost scream out. After a few more slow ones he went back to his vigorous thrusting, this time you did scream out, almost embarrassed at the sound of it.
You didn't hold back anymore after that, you let your nails claw down his back and you moaned when it felt like it was needed. Your lower abdomen muscles flexed as your orgasm pleaded to be released.You mumbled out his name along with a rushed beg for him to go faster and harder. He complied to your wishes as you moved your hands back up into his hair, grabbing handfuls of it.
His breaths came out heavy against you and before you could even enjoy the fact that he was in such a state of pleasure with you, you moaned loudly as your orgasm started to swell and then it burst. You clenched your fists in his hair and cried out his name. With another thrust he came as well, he gently continued to move in and out, letting you ride out the ecstacy of the orgasm. You relaxed your hands, letting go of his hair and took in a deep breath regaining some composure.
He supported you as he withdrew himself and then let your body rest on the bed. You fell back and stared up at the ceiling. He laid down next to you trying to steady his breathing.
"God that was great," he mumbled, mostly to himself.
But you nodded, silently agreeing with him. You don't know when but you fell asleep there next to him. The last thing you remembered was him rubbing his hand up and down your arm.


-Kakashi POV-


The next morning I woke up with a huge headache, but a couple aspirin would solve that problem. I looked beside me only to see that the space was empty. I don't know why but I was looking forward to seeing her there. I stood up and stretched, then went to the bathroom to shower. If I was late again, I'd be in trouble. I quickly washed myself and then got out, dressing in my day attire. I picked last night's clothes up off the floor and something caught my eye. On my night stand was a piece of paper. I dropped the clothes and picked up the paper.

'Kakashi -Sorry to bail on you, but I forgot I had to work in the morning ... well more like 3 hours from now. I can't be late on my first day, it wouldn't look good now would it? I had a great time with you and well, if you ever want to do that again, call me.'
At the bottom was a heart, her signature, and her phone number. I smiled to myself and folded the note up, sticking it in my pocket. I'm sure I would call her sometime soon.
Even after I rushed to finish getting ready and bolted to the Academy I was still ten minutes late. There was a faculty meeting first thing this morning and I knew they were going to be mad at me.
I turned the corner and then slowed my pace as I neared the teacher's lounge. I walked in with a lopsided grin and apologized.
"Late as usual," Iruka sighed and then got on with the meeting turning his attention to a woman at the coffee machine. He took the cup of coffee from her and turned back around. She stayed there, presumably making her a cup as well.
"I want to introduce everyone to a new teacher here at Konoha Academy."
I tried listening to him ramble on about her credentials but I couldn't help but check out her legs.
"... so everyone, please welcome Micki here."
She turned around and I could've sworn she almost dropped her drink when she saw me. I was shocked too, no doubt. This had to be more than a coincidence.
She lightly waved to everyone and then Iruka dismissed the meeting.
I stepped out but waited just outside the door. She was the last to leave and I grabbed her hand when she walked out.
She smiled at me, "I can't believe ..."
"I know," I cut her off. We both shared a small laugh.
She looked down at the ground, "Did you find my note?"
"Yeah, I did."
Her cheeks turned the lightest shade of pink, "Oh, so what do you think?"
I scanned the area real quick and then leaned in to her kissing her softly, "I think that we should get together again ... 15 minutes, storage closet, second floor."
Her eyes widened and then she nodded and smiled before walking away